I have been taking the initiative to share the Gospel, leaving the results up to God and nothing has happened. At least it seems that way. Maybe it seems that way because I have only shared with about a dozen students. Maybe it seems that way because this has been spread out over 3 weeks. Ugh. All this time walking around, looking for people to talk to and I have little to nothing to show for it. So few seeds tossed into the wind... I feel like outwardly I say that I'm "taking the initiative to share the Gospel in the power of the Holy Spirit and leaving the results up to God." But am I? I don't feel content with this! I want to see people come to Christ - and for good reasons too! Is there something wrong with me, with my heart that is making it so seemingly fruitless? Is it because I've raised all this stinking money to do this? Ugh. This is wearing me out.
I think I'm walking in the power of the Holy Spirit. Most of the time. I think that while I'm out there, I generally am walking in the Power of the Holy Spirit. It's when I'm at home thinking about the day that I start to doubt it.
WHATCHA TALKIN BOUT WILLIS?
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